I've just had a really rough day today.
What makes it harder is spending the night alone too.
Maybe it's just me, but I'm quite jealous of everyone who has someone to hold on to on days like this. Someone who listens and understands, who comforts and caresses, who is your reality check and your fairy tale.
Is it fair, that while I lay in bed and my mind swirls, that someone I used to love is in bed with his wife, after kissing his baby girl goodnight and tucking her in? Or that someone I currently love is a block away, but is too scared to take a chance because someone broke his heart?
Maybe fairytales aren't real, and we don't always find our romantic love. I mean, in all honesty, how many people go through their ENTIRE lives heartbroken....it just doesn't seem realistic anymore. And yet, here I am, not ready to walk away from anyone or anything...because I hold a deep burning hope that someday, it'll make me happy?
I really need a sign..or some strength to get me through today.
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