Dear ___________________,
It truly breaks my heart to know that someone who used to be my best friend could say such horrid things about me. I feel like you're insecure and lost, so you feel the need to attack me and my character to everyone around. I don't understand what I did to you or why exactly we stopped talking, but whatever it is, I'm sure it isn't enough to deserve what you're doing to me.
You've always tried to bring me down, whether consciously or not. You've called me fat, retarded, stupid, and put me down in many other ways. You've used me plenty times and never have I turned on you for it. I've always felt physically and emotionally attacked by you.
You listen to people talk without asking me anything. You of all people should know how rumors ruin people...and yet, here you are, no different than the rest of them. You listen to a liar, who you know well wants my life to be hell-ish. You listen to someone who has absolutely NO right to pass judgement on anyone else. That same someone ruined your life and dropped you into my arms, bawling like a baby, dead drunk on more than one occasion. And where was I? Taking care of you, picking you back up, making sure you were all better and if you weren't, I never left your side.
You have become a ghost. It's too hard for me to call you names, even though I should. It's too much to put you on blast, even though you deserve it. I WILL NOT LOWER MYSELF TO YOUR SAD STANDARDS. I hope that this is what you wanted for your life. Don't come to me later when you fall on your face.
R.I.P. ...written on your forehead.
You're dead to me.
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